The Empty Heart of a Narcissist
Narcissists have a cold heart. Your pain means nothing to them.
The Empty, Decayed Heart of the Narcissist
By Tigress Luv, the Break
How can one explain a narcissist' heart? In
one word: Absent.
The narcissist has an outer core - one of dashing
beauty and spectacular wit, charm and intelligence. This is the 'image',
the 'presentation' that a narcissist displays for his public; his
followers, or his 'charmed circle' are the catalyst which he uses to bring
his image to life. But it is not real. He is not real. There is no such man
as the one he displays; it is only an image that you see. An illusion. The
narcissist is a Master Illusionist.
Think of the narcissist's image and your role
in his life like a scene in a play. You are only important to him as the
scene plays out and delightfully captures the audience's approval. If for
some reason the scene isn't playing out in his favor, or you somehow don't
enhance the scene anymore or make the actor shine, he can easily - and without
a second thought - 'cut you' from the play. You mean nothing more to him
than a prop.
You may be 'cut' from his play for other reasons,
too. For instance, if for some reason keeping you in his 'play' creates the
risk of 'exposing' or 'revealing' the real man under the 'mask' or the real
actor behind the role, he, again, may just 'eliminate' you. It doesn't
take much. A narcissist only has those around him as long as they somehow
enhance his 'false persona' or engage in helping make his image look good.
Once these advantages he gains from them lose their worthiness he simply
'erases' them from his life as if they were not 'real' people with emotions
Take for instance Neil Entwistle. Here was a
narcissist whose own wife and infant daughter - by the very nature of needing
him to support them - threatened to expose him as being a financial fraud
and a failure. By needing him to support them they unknowingly 'called him
out' as a fake, no longer enabling the fake image of the 'financially successful'
man that he displayed to the world around him. It was only a matter of time
before he would be exposed - only a matter of time before they would need
to be taken care of by a financially stable man. Something he faked being.
An image he couldn't risk losing. His simple solution to keep alive his image
was to just eliminate his wife and baby daughter.
And this he did cold-heartedly with a
In court he smiled and showed no remorse; as
likened to a sociopath remorse is not something the narcissist has the ability
to feel for the victims he leaves behind. They are simply 'pawns' in his
game, make-believe characters in his play, and nothing more. To the narcissistic
Neil Entwistle, eliminating his wife and baby was no more real to him than
hitting the 'backspace' or 'delete' button on his keyboard.
Breaking up with a histrionic narcissist? Be prepared for the battle
of your life! While you are an emotional basketcase, he is as Cold as Ice!
While you are left holding down the fort and dealing with the real-life
responsibilities, he walks away from everything leaving you to mop off
his stage and pay his bills. He will punish you in ways you couldn't possibly
have ever imagined...
even acknowledge it to himself! Why? Because he's off charming the socks
off of new women as if your years together didn't even
ex continually acts in abusive, bewildering and confusing ways. He is
not above committing destructive acts. When the breakup becomes a reality,
it is likely that his 'false persona' will completely disappear all together
and you will most likely experience the most hurtful of behavior from him.
He is completely lacking in empathy, and - since he is not receiving any
admiration from you anymore - he will dismiss you and discard you as
worthless to him, consequently dropping any fake front that he use to put
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A narcissist doesn't see 'love' like the rest
of us. He views 'love' for another only based on what that other person can
add to his life or his image. Once the person can no longer add 'positively'
to his image, or threatens to expose the narcissist's real self, he simply
will not only fall out of love, but has the capacity to completely erase
or eliminate that person from his life all together. Whether that person
be a child, a spouse, a best friend, or even a parent is not of importance
to the narcissist. Any relative or partner that, by the very means of their
existence is viewed as a threat to the image the narcissist has created can
be eliminated without a second thought. To a narcissist ALL people in
his life are 'expendable' and useful only as long as they serve to positively
enhance his ego or his image.
A narcissist wears a mask - 24-7, except in
the privacy of his most intimate relationships. Unfortunately, the more intimate
the relationship the more likely he is to reveal his true self - the man
quivering under the mask - THE MAN HIDING BEHIND THE CURTAIN. In the
mind of a narcissist revealing his true self means 'destroying' his successful
mask. By removing his mask you are, for lack of better analogy - 'killing'
him. To Neil Entwistle killing his family was a means of which he used to
prevent them from 'killing' him.
As Dr. Keith Ablow puts it: "Men like Entwistle
- the Scott Petersons of this world - feel like stripping their masks away
is tantamount to killing them, because they believe those thin, synthetic
disguises are all that keep them from dissolving into nothingness and feeling
the full weight of unspeakable emotional turmoil, with roots that always
reach deep into their pasts."
Some narcissists commit 'mental' murder. How?
They simply ostracize you. They speak not your name. They ignore your existence.
If you were to run into them somewhere they would not acknowledge your presence
at all. To them, they have 'killed' you off, leaving you a non-entity.
This ostracizing far surpasses 'apathy' as it entails intentionally and
purposefully committing acts of 'mental murder'. By its very nature, apathy
is not 'intentional' - but ostracism is. The narcissist has intentionally
and with direct malice aimed at destroying you, killed you off, all in the
attempt to keep his false image alive and protected from whatever 'goods'
you have on him.
Sometimes a narcissist becomes so entangled
in his 'image' that his real self ceases to exist; Dr. Ablow likens this
to 'dissolving into nothingness'. Like a dummy brought to life by the artist's
hands, the narcissist brings to life the character he portrays while
his 'real self' was killed off by his alter-ego years and years before. The
Twilight Zone's episode, 'The Dummy', could easily describe a narcissist
downfall. When the dummy (the alter-ego) gets more and more fanfare than
the man behind the dummy, the man behind the dummy slowly ceases to exist
and is replaced by the image he created.
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